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Mother always said that I could have anything I wanted. But I never wanted anything material, no that’s not my style. I want to become famous, but I don’t want to work for it, I don’t want to wait, I want it now. I want to be famous not only now, but … ....

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.... not only those of his day, but still to all of those who fight his holy wars in these latter days. How many men have died in his name and for his honor? Millions. And look at all the lives he has touched. That is true power. But not me, I want a different kind of power. I want power over the minds of those who surround me everyday. I want them to think about me, not just for today, but for the rest of their lives. Jesus touched their life through intimacy, but I will try it a different way. I will touch through mystery. When I leap from this building I become eternal. This one word scrawled on the building, , and in essence I become so. ....