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Fear is a force that lurks within us. It can control our lives, and our thoughts, our emotions and our desires. It can keep us awake till the night dissipates, or till the sun falls beneath the trees. How can it hold so much power and strive above us, and how i ....

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.... These questions haunt me till I enter sleep, a time where I let me fears aside and take part in a fantasy only to be interrupted 5 hours later. Unlike some, my dreams are my solitude, I take great pleasure in sleep, a time to relish on the life I may never have, the women I may never have, and the beauty I may never see. Thank you for these dreams. It is slowly killing me. I feel my soul and life falling and receding like my hair, or so I imagine. Another fear of mine, hair loss. Funny how a person can be so vain, and yet he may mean little to the world. Or is it I mean so much, and the world means so little? How can it be explained, you ....